I'm back!

It's been 2 months since I came back from Singapore. Oh, I've been so busy at work and everything! This the the first time in 2 months that I actually could sit down and relax.

There is both good news and bad news, though.
I'll have an engagement ceremony next week! The 9th of Dec. I'm excited about it. We have been to pick the ring. We went to tailor our costumes. It will be a Thai style ceremony and we will wear our Thai costumes. Though, it's quite tiring preparing for all those things. The wedding shop that we went to tailor our Thai costumes seemed nice and professional at first, but then when we got our clothes, our clothes weren't that neat and they didn't seem to really pay much attention. There was an ink mark on my bf's shirt collar! We had to bring it back after we were told my the dry clean shop that it was an ink mark and it couldn't be washed off. Such a troublesome. Don't ever go to this shop if you are thinking of wedding. It's called "Viva", close by to Kao san street. And it's not cheap at this shop either.

Now, the bad news is my grandfather has just passed away on Monday, early morning on Monday. It didn't come as a shock 'cos we went to see him at the hospital on Sunday evening. He was in a very critical situation. Mum and my sister were almost in tears. We were with him for about 30mins and were forced to come back because I fainted... Yes..me..
I was looking at my grandfather and in my thought I told him to follow the Buddha's light. I felt so poor for him. He was tired and in pain, I felt. I was telling him in my thought to follow the Lord Buddha's light. Then suddenly, I felt dizzy and I found it difficult to breathe. I wanted to go out of the room to get some air. Then when I turned to mum to tell her that I'd go wait outside, she was shocked to see my face. She said I was pale, and my lips had no colour. So, mum and my sister took my arms and helped me out off the room. On the way out, I could feel the weakness in my legs as if I couldn't take another step. By the time my sister put me on a wheeled office chair and push me out, I was almost half-conscious already. All the nurses were frozen. Didn't know what happened and didn't know what to do. So, everyone rush out off the room because of me. I mean dad followed quickly also. The grandfather was dad's father. We lost mum's father years back, since I was in high school. I felt better after I got out of the room.
So, this week we've been going to the funeral everyday, and the traffic was extra packed. There was once my boyfriend and I got to the temple when all the guests had just left.

It was a very tiring week...

And my feet are in pain again... >_<... hu hu At first it seemed like I'd recovered, but when all the stress came, along with a pair of pretty shoes, I feel the pain again. The shoes were a bit loose, so I couldn't walk properly in them I guess. I still massage my feet every night like Dr. Lim taught me. My friend will take me to a chinese sensei on Tue. I don't want to take Celeblex anymore...

Mum and dad have just come home from the last day of the funeral. I'd better go now.
Catch up with you later.